Below is the full poem. More poems by Elena Eva at her website.
Conjugation
Dearly beloved
I stole from you many times
I robbed you
Only in the end to get
Robbed
I have learned something
At my own cost
I gave you many different names
In many different bodies
That ran off the page
And filled the room
For years I can’t take
Back and I stand over
It all counting up
What I lost.
I shared myself around
And I grew afraid of them
I never gave enough
I was afraid to be too simple
So I burned you and me
And us.
And then wondered how.
And when my words meant nothing
I undid yours
Rotting